|The End of things
||[Jul. 12th, 2013|06:59 am]
No way i could have known that when i said goodbye to you this morning, it would be the last goodbye. That the hug i gave you, would be the last shared with you alive.
Nothing told me that the limp you had in your leg was something so life threatening, so dangerous, in stead of the relative benign cause we all thought it was.
The X-rays however, told a different story.
I'm so sorry Kai.
Sorry for not seeing the impossible. Sorry for not being able to see under your skin. See through your bones. So we could beat the cancer before it beat you.
It is all hindsight my good friend, i know.
Pointless, useless. A waste of emotion and bitter tears.
Thoughts of what could have been, and what should have been. All in vain.
My dear Kai....
Nine and a half wonderful years we've shared together. You've changed my life. Changed it for the better.
Sadly our roads part here, and now the time has come to say goodbye.
So i say so long.
Goodbye Kai, my beloved Fuzzball. Farewell my dear and good friend. Sleep tight.
I will always keep you safely in my heart.